I suppose the correct question is "Will I do it?" I've been at this point so many times. Happy to be getting exercise...I've never regretted a workout! On target with calorie counting. But fear, doubt, frustration is screaming at me...how long will this last? A week or two? Then back to my same old habits? At the beginning of every attempt I've made to lose weight and be healthy, I always tell myself this time will be different.
Having told myself that so many times and being here yet again I feel like a failure. Why should I believe I can actually succeed? I love to read the success stories on people's blogs. Is it possible that a year from now someone may be reading my blog and finding inspiration in my success?
I promised myself I would be honest on this blog. I wouldn't just record the good, but also the bad and even the ugly. Tonight I am feeling a bit of the ugly. I had planned to walk with Millie this morning...but when the time came I found excuses. The fridge needed to be cleaned. Okay, it did, but I am sure I would have had time after a walk. I think this "failure" set the tone for my day. Tomorrow Millie and I will walk first thing in the morning and see if that sets a better tone.
I am sure the rambling could go on and on. Perhaps the best thing to do at a time like this is go to bed and start anew tomorrow.